Just a floating thought....

Just a floating thought...

Have u ever seen this... when we were kids ...we used to go round & round & round & round till the world around you would start spinning ..... then when you stop...even though you stop, the world around you continues to spin...

Have u ever seen right into the Sun.. if you look at him when he is bright, then you get a blind spot.. n then if you look somewhere else.... you still see that black spot ... the Sun exists in the effect of the black spot...

Have you ever been through a storm... in the morning when everything is silent... settled .... you are calm still you can hear the storm reverberating in your ears....

Have you ever felt that THIS  moment THIS place THIS exact scene had happened before...

Have you ever noticed... time passes by... but few things never change.... your breath .... rains in monsoon.... the sun... moon... day night... blood .... there are few things so fundamental to us... they never change its just the way we look at them changes...

Try this, take a primary school book & read a poem... the poem would be same but the way you experience it now & then .... there is a worldly change....

You remember when you saw the butterfly for the first time... you ran behind it... now we would shledom notice it.....

Sometimes I feel all this is just deception of knowledge... the very way we hug has changed for the fact that we know more things than we used to do earlier....

I never used to be in past... I always would be in present.... this knowledge of past... pulls my present in the depths of past...

Is it a curse? ... or knowing that singular knowledge is deceptive ..  this ability to fathom is a boon....

Or all what I'm saying is just another layer of deception...

How do I know... if my knowing is flawed... how do I know

-A seeker

Just a Rock on Your Boulevard

I had lost the thread of time as

Days passed like seconds sometimes

Or like years otherwise

Taste of dust n rain

Taste of mud n soil

Fate strolled me here for

The Purpose unknown to me,

Gifted with stillness I waited,

Mountains of patience… duns of solitary disguise..…

Taste of dust n rain

Taste of mud n soil

Summer brought me fire n my shadow grew dark,

I waited for the breeze that brought call of rain…

The fragrance of freshness… beckons of imminent Paradise…

Lost in contemplation, I thought I found my purpose

I learned gravity hold me here, stubbornness was my strength

n erosion carved my face (fate)….

I learned miracles happen n I believed I was waiting for one

I grew wiser n foolish in the pursuit of answers…. In pursuit of life

All this tenure of wait,

Many passed me by

Some of them saw me with awe, many fail to recognize….

My throbbing will to live n to revive….

Few cursed my being, many thanked me being…. But they were all passer-by’s 

Then came the dawn, almost a month back ..... when You overlooked n I thought another passer-by?

But the day had different light… aura of heavenly design

Unlike others n like very few……

You saw who I was, reckoned me n helped me recognize (myself)…..

Taste of peace n pain

Taste of life n dream

I had strolled here just to make you feel home on this hard terrain…..

That was my purpose…..now it doesn’t matter others ignore me

It doesn't matter they pass me by, as you rest in my shadow…….now I recognize

Who I am …….just a rock on your boulevard…

Now I know who hold me here… who is my strength….. n who carved my fate (face)…..

Now I live now I revive….

Taste of peace n pain

Taste of life n dream

Life & You

Would you see a blossom..
If the Sun decides to hide away,,,

would you see a butterfly...
If the blossom is to disappear as it may...

would you wish to fly in the pursuit of few drops of happiness...
If you never saw a butterfly to show you the way...

would you ever fly...
would you ever quest the destiny...
If you never realize that you had wings just waiting for you to play...

would you ever know 
you are the sun.. you are the blossom
the butterfly... the wings & the destiny...

May you know
that you are the who, how & why

there would be a sun to show you ... that you could be a guiding one..
there would be a blossom to show you...that you could be a fragrant one..
there would be a butterfly to show you... that you could fly...
there could be a destiny for you to realize that you are THE ONE...

Yes, only if you dream...

Cause when I dreamt I met my destiny....
& look I found you :)

Drops of Di(vine)

When i walked few steps, in the
presence so intense...
with stumbling feet n dancing
breath ...

eyes closed, surrendered to the
master of life n death...

i realize I'm so small.. smaller than
snow flakes.... blown by sound ...
awed by night ... i became a storm,
breath by breath...

every utterance i explode ... aware
that i dd though i did not ...
as i danced though i did not 
as i banged though i did not
i faltered to loose.. to  let go... 
Ooooh i cud not ... Ooooh i cud not

unable to withstand unfathomable
exuberance ...
falling to the immense shedding all
my sense...

i resolve to be, 
as more as empty i am..
as still as wild i am..
as tranquil as insane i am..
as alive as dead i am...
as the ratri concludes ... n the Sun
rises, i muse..

the spark, i wish would burn me..
the tide, i wish would drown me..
the wind, i wish would storm me..
the space, i wish would swallow me..
the mother, i wish would crumble
me..
the glorious, i wish would bestow me
with grace...
as i , i wish would walk the steps
again... to the ultimate..
in his presence...
with ease...
until then i will not cease ...

My first post devoted to Sadhguru Jaggi Vasudev