Just a floating thought....

Just a floating thought...

Have u ever seen this... when we were kids ...we used to go round & round & round & round till the world around you would start spinning ..... then when you stop...even though you stop, the world around you continues to spin...

Have u ever seen right into the Sun.. if you look at him when he is bright, then you get a blind spot.. n then if you look somewhere else.... you still see that black spot ... the Sun exists in the effect of the black spot...

Have you ever been through a storm... in the morning when everything is silent... settled .... you are calm still you can hear the storm reverberating in your ears....

Have you ever felt that THIS  moment THIS place THIS exact scene had happened before...

Have you ever noticed... time passes by... but few things never change.... your breath .... rains in monsoon.... the sun... moon... day night... blood .... there are few things so fundamental to us... they never change its just the way we look at them changes...

Try this, take a primary school book & read a poem... the poem would be same but the way you experience it now & then .... there is a worldly change....

You remember when you saw the butterfly for the first time... you ran behind it... now we would shledom notice it.....

Sometimes I feel all this is just deception of knowledge... the very way we hug has changed for the fact that we know more things than we used to do earlier....

I never used to be in past... I always would be in present.... this knowledge of past... pulls my present in the depths of past...

Is it a curse? ... or knowing that singular knowledge is deceptive ..  this ability to fathom is a boon....

Or all what I'm saying is just another layer of deception...

How do I know... if my knowing is flawed... how do I know

-A seeker