Drops of Di(vine)

When i walked few steps, in the
presence so intense...
with stumbling feet n dancing
breath ...

eyes closed, surrendered to the
master of life n death...

i realize I'm so small.. smaller than
snow flakes.... blown by sound ...
awed by night ... i became a storm,
breath by breath...

every utterance i explode ... aware
that i dd though i did not ...
as i danced though i did not 
as i banged though i did not
i faltered to loose.. to  let go... 
Ooooh i cud not ... Ooooh i cud not

unable to withstand unfathomable
exuberance ...
falling to the immense shedding all
my sense...

i resolve to be, 
as more as empty i am..
as still as wild i am..
as tranquil as insane i am..
as alive as dead i am...
as the ratri concludes ... n the Sun
rises, i muse..

the spark, i wish would burn me..
the tide, i wish would drown me..
the wind, i wish would storm me..
the space, i wish would swallow me..
the mother, i wish would crumble
me..
the glorious, i wish would bestow me
with grace...
as i , i wish would walk the steps
again... to the ultimate..
in his presence...
with ease...
until then i will not cease ...

My first post devoted to Sadhguru Jaggi Vasudev